Progress.

SOOOOO. I'm totally taking a break from studying. I been writin papers, took a final, and studying since 12:30 PM. Around 10 I was starting to feel sleepy so I asked Adrian if 5 hour energy shots really did work and he said yeah. So I decided to try.. They said give it 15 minutes. 15 minutes my ass. That shit kicked in after like 3 minutes and I was bouncing off the wall. If I didn't have to study I swear my ass would be in the gym next door. I went to the school library around 12:30 today after I met with my professor. I left around 3, came back at 6, left at 10 bc it closed. Now I'm at this study room at my apartment complex all by myself and I'm lovin it. I can't study at home. It's impossible. I find the smallest things that distract me from diving in my books. so I've been here for almost 4 hours. :D I'm not sleepy AT ALL. Oooh.. That means this energy shot will expire soon. Tell me why I just got mad sleepy. LOLL. I'm talkin out the side of my damn neck.
I`m quite content with my life right now. :) Despite the fact that it's finals week I can't complain at all. Surprising, huh? I owe it all to him. It's so weird. I feel like I'm jumping from relationship to relationship. Lol. I guess you can say that though. But like Alvin, I swear to God above, I tried. I TRIED! Since Joe, I haven't been able to settle down. My mentality completely changed and wanted to be a guy. Lol. So I played games. Antonio thought he could play with me, I blew his fucking mind. Then there's Alton. But by the time I finally decided to give him the time of day, he didn't want a relationship no more, which is fine. I don't think I could be with him anyway. We argue like we're a couple, but fuck thatttt. But I think I finally put my heart on the line this time. With the wrong guy of course, just because of the history behind it. I just hope he doesn't break it. My ex and I have been conversating lately. I must say, after that conversation we had awhile back about him being immature and shit, I see an improvement. I'm glad to see I can still make an impact on his life. Ha. Alvin has been callin me a lot lately. Just like every dude, when the girl finally gives up and finds someone else, thats when they chase. Like I told Amber, he better start running cuz this jogging shit is getting MAD old. Lol. The heifer said, "What if he starts sprinting?" !k;lshdgfjdshgljhadsglj! loll. Oh well.
I'm so stoked at the fact that my Chemistry professor changed my grade. I went in her office and gave her a story. That I was taking 19 credits, terribly overwhelmed and blah blah. i swear she put in like maddd extra points in there. Lol. I just hope I didn't fail the exam and that I pass the final!
I;m still having minor problems with my roomie/friend Frannie. Everytime she's around her boytoy she acts like she can't pick up the damn phone. I locked myself out of the study room right, bc we have this card we have to use. Well I was talkin to my mother and I stepped out. I called Fran 3 times and she didn't pick up. I got something for her motherfucking ass next time she wants to tell me something. My other roomie, her presence basically sends me out to space. Her sight pisses me off to the point I have to walk in my room to avoid her.
Well, I wrote a novel, so let me go study some more, I have like 6 chapters to go.
:)

This song is dedicated to Adrian by the way. I feel like bc he keeps me so grounded right now, he's my roc. :D Maybe it will evolve into something else, only time will tell.

If I wrote a book about where we stand, the title of my book would be "Life with Superman."
-definitely mine and amber's favorite line. :D

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Edit:

Today's steady Taurus Moon in your 3rd House of Immediate Environment is a blessing because it slows the pace of your life. Things may have developed quickly over the past week and maybe even grew out of control. Thankfully, now everything feels more manageable and if you find yourself involved in a petty conflict, remember that this too will soon pass.

and

Pisces and Scorpio are both water signs, which means you're both intensely emotional. While you tend to spend a lot of time processing your emotions, though, this Fish is more interested in other people's feelings. Your Pisces is sensitive and compassionate, and can sooth your outbursts with their kind heart. If those outbursts are directed at him or her, though, a Fish can be easily wounded. If you can be more sensitive to your partner's feelings, and they can toughen up just a little bit, this can be a match that makes both of your dreams come true.

I've been dealin with Scorpios lately. Hmm.