My Rock.

Oh My God. I don't know what to do with this situation. It seems like everyday we get closer and closer and if possible, even closer. He makes me forget Alvin. (Which I completely screwed up by the way. I had someone there that wanted to be with me, liked, possibly learning to love me for me, and I wanted to play games and push him away.) Anyway. We just have this... connection. He makes me laugh. He has me smiling for NO apparent reason allll the time. Like, Frannie will come outta nowhere and be like, "What the fuck is wrong with you?". He keeps me saneee right now. He allows me to be my.. silly, clumsy, goofy ass self. I can count on a text msg waiting for me in the morning and a "good night" before bed. We're on the phone till 5, 6 in the morning like little kids every other night. (thas cuz we have to catch up on sleep the next night. Lol) He's the one that kept me from beatin a bitch's ass the other day. He's just a genuinely AH-MAZING guy. He gives me HOPE that there IS something out there for me, that I might be able to love again. He even dedicated his Facebook status to me & my Gators today. :)
There's one tiny problem. He's my ex's cousin.
I Always, ALWAYS, get myself caught up in SOME kind of situation.
But seriously though, if this was to EVER get anywhere, I'm not letting him go. If Mel gets hurt, then Mel gets hurt. He shouldn't have let me go in the first place.

One more week (Like three days) till school`s out for a month. :D I'm failing Chemistry but I contacted my teacher and she wants me to come see her to see what we can work out. She`s a terrible professor but she'll work with you.

Oh and HOW ABOUT THEM GATORS?!
SEC Champs babyyy. We're Miami bound bitchesss!
It`s as easy as :
1. Percy Harvin
2. Jeffrey Demps
and 3. Chris Rainey!
:P
My boy ain`t play though bc of a sprained ankle. Thats alright boo. Still the most dynamic college football player in the nation right now. And he`ll be back for the National Title. Sadly though, it might Percy's last year with the boys. :( He's thinking about the NFL. Him and Brandon SPikes. Two guys that made SUCH a HUGEE impact on the team this year. It'll be okay though.

Thas all for now other than I'm laying in bed at 4:15 in the morning watchin Jackie Chan's retarded ass movie.

OHH. I forgot to mention.. My ass fell goin UP the damn stairs tonight. Shit hurt like a mothafucka. Oh and I spilled Koolaid, RED at that, all over myself & Fran's carpet.. What else.. Oh I folded my clothes that were laying here for like.. 3 days. LOL. I hate folding clothes!

<3,>
Ju-ju Bean !