wishful thinking..

Tonight, I heard from a person I wasn`t expecting to at allll. We had this thing in highschool.. He was that typical dude.. Football, basketball player, gets all the females, smooth talker, you name it, it was him. Well, I gave in to him but kept myself distant bc I knew how he was. I mean he went thru me and my damn friends. I was last. >_> But whatever.. So our lil phase came and went. He found a girl at school and I kinda just let him go, He graduated and I gave him this card and keychain. And he told me tonight he still had it. This was in 2005. That keychain was special to me. He joined the military straight outta highschool. We had contact every now and then but nothing too serious since he was still dating ole girl or whatever. It was awhile back where he said he wanted to be with me. So i was like, okay. let her go. Well he did. But it took him so long, whenever he did it.. I was with someone else already..
He called tonight.. Which like I said was so unexpected. We talked for an hour and a half. And I have never been able to talk to any guy like I can with him so it was nice to have that for awhile. Who knows when we'll talk again. He said it`s something about me that put me apart from everyone else, and that it was I kept myself distant from him and didn`t blow his phone up like every other female did. To this day, I still haven`t done that. We just have this thing where we can pick up right where we left of. I know him more than any female he knows and he knows me more than anyone I know..
There`s a part of me that still wishes I could go back and see how things would have been like with him. I guess it`s wishful thinking. He just brought back so much tonight. Like I told him, I don`t care how much money he makes now, or what kinda car he drives. I still like my little friend that I had back in highschool.. almost 4 years ago.. That`s who I fell for and that`s who I`ll always see him as.