Monday, October 27, 2008

Moving on..

Pisces: A wave of good luck is about to come your way. Difficult situations will get significantly easier, and things will all fall into place. .
That`s the kinda horoscope I like to hear. :D

Today was mad typical.. I got up at 9 am to go to class.. Went to Chemistry, almost fell asleep.. Then went to A&P2 Lab..
I got a text message from Wallace today, he told me his ex and her brother was shot to death yesterday. Dudes tried to rob him and he was shot in the face 8 times and her 2. RIP to both of them. Wallace and I had a little falling out. He lied to me and that`s the one thing I don`t like to put up with. I called him two nights ago to check on him. He tends to get in trouble and I was the only one who could set him straight. He spent his bday in jail this year because the previous night we had a fight and he wanted to go out and get stupid.

Have you ever had that, "I`m done" feeling? Like you just want to let gooooooo & never look back? Where you just want to throw everything you have down and start over? i`m going through that right now. it seems like no matter how hard I try though, something always tells me to hold on for just a little longer. this time, there is no holding on. I`m letting go and I`m gonna be happy.

My to do list :
-Get back in church.
-Make it through this semester.
-Meet brand new people to have in my life.
-Call my dad.

Speaking of my dad... I miss him to death. We never had a 'wonderful' relationship, but I`m still known to be Daddy's Girl. No matter what I put myself into, he was always there to pick me back up. No matter how harsh his punishments were, no matter what happened between us, he made me grow into the person I am today and I have him to thank for that.

<3,
Ju-ju Bean

2 comments:

Neek said...

I can so dig it Judybew.
You've gotta make decisions in your life to make yourself happy,
and if it means letting go of things and people in the process its what you've gotta do.

I'm still here if you ever need to talk. We have kinda fallen off, we've gotta fix that. Mama Rey would not be pleased.

Lets see if we can get anyone to delete their RL account... J/P Lol

Anonymous said...

RIP to those two...

Sometimes letting go is what you need to do to grow and be happy...

everything is gonna work out fine...

i'm here if you need to talk or need someone to listen too..