Blast from the past...

Pisces: Someone youu'e been missing has been thinking about you, too. Let them know the door is open. .


8:58pmJudy Anne
how u been babe

8:59pmVince
good missin u


9:00pmJudy Anne
really

9:00pmVince
yeah i want u bad judy
but i cant be wit someone who cant handle my life
i mean no its not fair to u right now but its my career
i cant change dat

9:02pmJudy Anne
its not ur life i cant handle its the fact ur on the other side of the world

9:02pmVince
thats part of my life judy
either u adapt or it wont work
i have no control over where they put me
but i do have control over whether you are here wit me or not

9:03pmJudy Anne
vince. i cant just pack up my life in a suitcase and start over

9:04pmVince
actually you can cuz i did it. along with every servicemen and civilian dependent here

9:05pmJudy Anne
but thats your choice
thats what you want to do.
my life.
my career.
everything is here

9:05pmVince
so was mines baby
do u think i wanted dis from the beginning

9:07pmJudy Anne
i let you know from the get go how i felt about this whole situation
how that is the part i hate

9:08pmVince
i know baby but school aint cut out for me
and think about if i had have been workin some bullshit ass job without college
dis recession would have fucked me in the ass

Judy Anne
thats life, vince. i hate school. i have at least 3 years left if not more.
im living paycheck to paycheck because im a student
you didnt do anything for me like you promised me you would.
but i would rather struggle with you here by my side

9:14pmVince
baby u can still do school and we can live comfortably
dat was my intention
i was also in the states when i said dat
i had no idea we would deploy dat much

9:17pmJudy Anne
i cant do that, vince..
even if i wanted to, i cant.

9:18pmVince
why

Judy Anne
how do u know this is going to work

9:18pmVince
i know baby i know
we still aint given up and now its been almost 2 years

9:20pmJudy Anne
i have someone else..
i know you do too
theres no possibility that you dont after all this time

9:21pmVince
right now i dont but i have

9:22pmJudy Anne
thats why you want me back
bc you dont have anyone right now.

9:23pmVince
no dats not its nothin for me to go get a chick
i want u



It's Facebook chat that's why its like that. that's my ex, vince. we broke up because he chose to join the military. Now he's in Japan. It's been almost three years since we've been broken up and this is what I hear ALL THE TIME. He asked me to marry him when I was 18. Of course, I said no. He was my heart, but he expected me to pick up my life and move to Japan. I couldn't do that. I still cant..

He knows I have someone else now but this is how it is when I talk to him. We had plans after highschool, but he chose to join the Marines. that lifestyle isn't for me.

Ernest's lifestyle isn't for me, either, but Ernest is HERE. We struggle, we fight, but I have him HERE.

I don't understand why he puts me in these type of situations..