Pisces: You will get to know a friend on a deeper level today and be pleasantly surprised by what you learn. .
My hair looked really good today. ♥
I'm goin through the phase I go through during every relationship (even though Adrian and I aren't "together").. Where I feel unsure about him and where we stand. Where I question how I really feel about him and vice-versa.. Ever since HIS cousin broke my heart almost two years ago, I've been like this. Since then, I've been in & out of relationships. I haven't given my heart to anybody else since then and I go through this phase EVERY single time. Don't get me wrong, I'm over Melquoin. And there's no way I'd turn around and be with him again. I adore Adrian. I care for him.. but it's like this DISTANCE shit is KILLING me. Plus, now that he's working again and I'm back in school, there's no time. I understand he's busy, I really do, but still. It takes two seconds to text me and let me know you're thinking of me. I admit, I usually wait for his text messages and I won't text him first, but that's a different story. Lol. But still. :( I just need stability. That's what I really need. I don't wanna go through this again. Everytime I do, I lose the person. I had a heart to heart with one of my friends. I told him EVERYTHING. I needed a guy's point of view.. He said it's because I think like a dude. All I want right now is fun and games and Adrian can't give me that. Adrian has to give me something else because he's far away from me and it can't be what I want. He says what I NEED is someone to love and care for and bring me back into the "love world." Just because his (Adrian's) cousin broke my heart doesn't mean he will. I need to talk to Adrian, I guess and see what's up.
On a lighter note. I broke a nail last night and she fixed it for free. :) She redid all of em for free. I love my nail salon person. Even if they talk about my nails in Vietnamese. Lol. But speaking of nails.. I think it's so funny how guys have a fetish for French manicures and pedicures (nails and toes for the dudes) Lol. Kinda like how I love a man in some fresh ass Nikes, mmmm. I was talkin to this dude last night and he was like, "Oh my God. I love your nails. And your toes match them. Thas a huge turn on." Or some shit like that. I was like, "Oh yeah? I love your shoes. *Giggle." (Disclaimer : Flirting doesn't hurt, Jervis!) :) Plus I love how French manis look on a girl. :) I like it simple. I don't like the 3 inch long, multi-colored backscratchers females rock. Don't get me wrong, sometimes I'll do a 360 and get different colors and maybe stripes, buttt damn, lol, IDK how females can handle those long ass fuckers. I think next time I'm gonna go with orange. :)
Whatever happened to the cute little Max from George Lopez? :( He used to be soooo cute. Now he's goin through puberty. :( I love this damn show. ♥ It's so funny. Lmao. "I thought you were dating a fireman? What is this? Your salute to America's heroes?!" bwahaha.
Anyway. I think that's it for tonight. G'night loves.
♥
Ju.ju Bean.
10 comments:
ugh. long distance relationships sucks...there's no need to settle for less than what you deserve. if he doesn't give you that then keep it moving.
lol..@ the nails thing. i used to rock the long nails, stopped that b/c i couldn't really type when they were realllly long
aw. idk what i'm going to do when placed in a situation as such. im JUST getting over my ex & just like yourself, i'm afraid to put myself out there. trust, if it's God's intention, he'll go the extra mile and give you what you need :)
exactly. if anything this is another learning experience until you meet mr. right !
lmao i do the same thing. like kanye made the album for meee lol. you'll be aight though. he'll come around :)
another cute pic....
aww u miss papa
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS ONLY WORK IF BOTH PARTIES PUT IN THE TIME AND EFFORT TO MAKE IT WORK ONE PERSON CANT BE LIKE DOING ALL THEY CAN AND THE OTHER DOING WHENEVER THEY CAN I HAD TO LEARN THE HARD WAY WITH A CHICK I STILL REGRET IT ...BUT KEEP YOUR HEAD UP YOU'LL FIGURE IT OUT AND GEORGE LOPEZ IS HILARIOUS AND MAX IS RETARDED
lol ill post the pics up soon and man lmfao you dont know how many IM's i got about that last night
i really aint think it was gonna come out like that lol
aww judybew..
yer so cuteiful.
WELL IM HERE TO TALK LOL ...
-wipes you down-
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