I knew it. I knew something was gonna go wrong. I FUCKING KNEW IT. Adrian missed a little detail.. No huge detail. I asked him how his placement test went (he finally decided to go back to school), he said he had to take it tomorrow bc it was full. And then he said, his other test is on Friday. What other test? The ASVAB. That fucking test. He wants to join the National Guard. No, he's GOING to the National Guard. I can't fucking do this. My ex is a Marine. That's exactly WHY he's my ex. He's in JAPAN. Like. I have NO words for him right now. He doesn't know the military upsets me. Bc I never thought he would be one to join the military. FOUR of my girls are involved in military relationships. It's fucking HARD.
-pause.
*sigh. If that's what he really wants to do, I have no choice but to support him. He's my boo and I have to be there for him. It'll be hard for me but I can't be selfish. He said it's gonna help him get outta Pittsburg, guess I wasn't enough. But whatever. I'm done being upset over this. Fact is, I'll let him do what he wants to do and I'll support him no matter what. Isn't that what I'm for?
Atleast I still have her.
<3,
Ju-ju Bean
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Too good to be true..
Posted by ♥ Judy M. ; at 3:05 PM
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i rememebr they tried to recruit me for the army like a year after i graduated, i passed every item they were looking for in a solider but i told em i weighed like 300, he aint never call me back x-D
and speaking of tickets, i need to take care of my shit before these 30 days are up.
she's so adorable. <3
shorty pretty.
aw bew. =[
i'm sorry..if it's real, then ya'll will prevail..it's not the end of the world..if ya'll are holding strong thru the situation now..then i'm sure you can keep it going [even though it sucks. ass.]
but yeh i'm here for ya..
love ya.
awwww. sorry about that.. but yea military relationships are hard.. all this long distance.. ehhh it starts to get frustrating and old.. hence that is why i'm moving to the east coast...
but just as long as he knows he can still count on you to be there for him than that is still a great thing...
lil girl is cute...
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