Pickin up.

so things are pickin up. ;] theyre getting better I guess. Anyway. I called my mom today and I basically cried my eyes out to her. I got pulled over today. Female cops are so fucking shitty. Ugh. I've been sooo stressed and tired. I got atleast 5 hours of sleep this afternoon. I'm gonna do my homework and go straight to bed.
When I stepped out of my room this morning, I smelled weed. I flipped OUT. I cussed my roomie out for havin her dude do that shit. She heard me talkin to my mom though. And like I've said before, she cries, I cry. Well I cried, she cried. things are better between us.
I FINALLY saw Alvin and spoke to him for like a couple of minutes while he was at work. I've missed him.. He called me when he got off and asked me was I okay. I mean I'll be alright. but no im not okay. He does something to me, I really don't know what it is. He said I looked rough. He's never seen me like that in public. Lol. Yes hes seen me in pjs and all, but not like this out. but he called to check in on me.

<3,
Ju-ju Bean