If it's not you, oh no thank you.

This has been a LONG ass weekend.. Just bc I worked. Lol. Saturday, Frannie and I bought a bottle of watermelon smirnoff, a bottle of parrot bay, and kahlua mudslides. Gotdamn. If we weren't fucked up by the time we were out. And I was crunk. CRUNK. As soon as I walked in the club. I didn't even look around to see who was in there, Lol. We walked to the dance floor or whatever, someone grabs my ass. I turn around to punch someone in the face and it's my damn ex. I was likee Hellll nah. I gave him a hug and what not. I walk away, someone else slaps my ass, so I turned again, it's my ex's friend that wanted to holla at me. I was like, OH GOD. SO I walk away again, someone grabs my arm, I turn around, it's my ex's neighbor that he never liked that WANTED to get with me. LMAOOO. Gave him a quick hug and asked me how I was and shit. Said I forgot all about him. Shit. If you still in Chiefland, you pretty much out of my life. I left anything and everything back there except my baby momma and my Goddaughter. Lol. Anyway. We had a good ol time. We shook a little ass, drank a couple of drinks and almost got involved in another fight after the club. Hey, I mighta left Chiefland but them boys STILL my boys. I was talkin to my ex or what not and all of a sudden, his friend started cussin at some ho. So I was all in it, drunk and shit. I told the bitch to STFU. She got in MY damn face. This bitch standin at Five fucking ELEVEN with her damn heels on, and I was like at what, 5'5. Lol. (stfu Amber). So we all yellin and HER boy come around the corner talkin about what's "finna pop". He was cute as fuck, I looked at Fran, I pushed the bitch's ass out the way and was like, "How youuu doin?" Lmaoo. I got yelled at for that but I ain't give a damn, I was feelin good and his ass was lookin TOO good.
Anywayyy. I got home, texted my baby, to see what he was up to. He was in the studio workin hard as always. :) I asked him what the deal really was with us and all that shit. He told me. He said, I know it feels like he neglects me but he's just busy with his music and his brothers. He's got like 7. Lol. He said he was gonna talk to his cousin and if there's a problem then he's gonna be torn because he loves his cousin. I'm not the one to come in between family like that, so if there IS a problem, I'm gonna leave it alone. And I told him that. It's never been me and it won't be. That's like when Alvin almost came in between me and my Quisha. Even if I tried to deny the fact that we were friends and said we were only acquaintances, I felt guilty as fuck and Alvin was my boo, but had to let it go. Friends always come first. Speaking of the motherfucker, his ass called me last night. This was the convo. "What r u doing?" Me: "Watchin tv. Whas up?" Alvin:"same thing." and that was it. I was like. Uhm. Why do u call me and not say anything? So we chatted a lil bit more and his ass said he was gonna go to sleep. Boo texted me around 3 or 4 and said he was drunk as hell and was on the home from the bar and was tellin me goodnight & shit.
I just updated the whole wkend in that last paragraph. Lol. Oh and I worked last night too. :D
I'll probably pick up wednesday night cuz I need my moolah. :) I'm tryna get a new phone and this regular paycheck ain't helpin nada. I'm going to my dad's house to pick up some money today tho. :D

That's all.

<3,
Ju-ju Bean