Fighting Temptations.

What a night. :) Work was wonderful. Easy as 1,2 and fuckin 3. :D Right after work, I got a call from Wally. We had soo much to catch up on. while I was on the phone with him this dude from work blew my phone up. Idk how he got my number but yeahhhh. he ain't gettin my new one. anywayy. So, I'm talkin to Wally, lettin him know how much he hurt me and whatever whatever, Alton calls me, didn't pick up, so he texts me. COME ON! So I'm talkin to Wally again, Alvin calls once, no pick up, calls back, so I picked up. He said he wanted to come over and talk. So I said, Ok. Get back on the phone with Wally, let him know whats going on, he gets mad. What the hell gave him the right to get mad, I don't fuckin know. (When all this was goin on, Adrian was asleep. Stayed up for 24 hrs and passed out) Anyway, so Alvin comes over, we chill, watch TV, he asks me what was wrong bc I was so distant. I showed him my wallpaper, it was Adrian. We talked about him for a minute. Then I went and laid in bed and he gets in or whatever. We sit watchin TV and I told him I've missed him, he said the same thing. But I told him it wasn't the same anymore. I was tired of his shit and I moved on. I guess he was willing to accept that. We fell asleep & he covered me up in the middle of the night and gave me a kiss on the cheek and turned over and went to sleep, I was pretending to still be sleep. Idk. I still enjoy his company but it's not like how it used to be anymore. I mean don't get me wrong, I was hella tempted cuz Alvin has that good sex, but, I can't do it to Adrian.

Just a little update for ya`ll.



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