Thankful. ;]

No matter what kinda shit I been through this last year, the main thing I can be thankful for, is my LIFE. Yeah, it's up & down but I'm alive. ;] So many shit has gone on, but fuck, I'm here. As unstable as it is, I couldn't ask for a better one to live.
Thanks for :
- Family, of course. This has probably been the WORST year yet for my family. I wouldn't know where to begin. Through it all though, bullshit and whatever, they know where my heart is. Each time I blog, I miss my dad more & more.
- One of the absolute best friends in the world, my roomie, Frances Coarsey. I love this bitch to ABSOLUTE DEATH. I will kill someone for this girl. Basically, fuck with her, fuck with me. AND. you wouldn't want that. ;]
- School. As stressful and as difficult it can be, [sakjfhlsdghfsdg!], I`m in school and working towards my career so I can live a BETTER life.
- My unstable ass relationships with whomever this past year. Taught me a lottt of shit. From never letting my guard down, to there ARE good men out there.

A quick update with my life...
Alvin and I are pretty much over. I just can`t take the BS anymore. I don`t want games, like I told my friend, if I wanted to play games, I'd buy a PS3. Speaking of this friend, IDK what kinda shit I'm getting myself into with him, but he's my ex's cousin. Nothing might ever happen just bc he's so far away. But damn. He has me smiling from ear to fuckin ear 24/7. Last night, or should I say this morning, we were on the phone till 6, talkin about whatever the hell just popped in my damn head, just giggling and laughing. I miss that. I haven't had that with anybody in i dont remember how long.
;] < -- That's me now just thinking about it. Lol.

I think that's all for now.

<3,
Ju-ju Bean