Pisces: Someone who usually drives you crazy will do you a huge favor and win you over, just a little bit..
-What kinda shit.. Facebook scares me. It really does.
Okay. So remember how I said Alvin's got to go? Well. I don`t fucking know what it is about him but I feel like I can`t let him go just yet! I tryyyyy. Lord knows I tryyy. But I can`t!! Back to my horoscope. He drives me SO fuckin crazy. He has been for like.. Who knows how long now. And tonight. Ugh. All it takes is ...well.. him. He doesn't smooth talk me. He doesn't feed me lies or give me materialistic bullshit. None of that. He's all him. I think that's what I really like about him. We can hang out, be all over each other and in the end, go to sleep together without performing any sexual relations. He calms me down. When I'm ready to sleep and I can't, he knows to put his arms around me until I push 'em off bc I get hot. Lol. He likes for me to just ride with him to football practice and go to his games and support him. Then he gives me the space I want. And when it's the right time, he calls me. And then he drops little text msgs, facebook msgs, whatever else and tells me he misses me. And him.. He likes me for ME. He knows that I sleep crazy at night, that I snore when I'm sick and how I look in the morning. That I get bitchy as fuck and my mouth is slicker than usual when Mother Nature is about to pay me a visit. He keeps me driven. He keeps me on my toes. He wants the best for me. He pushes me out of bed in the morning when it's time to get up for class. He doesn't try to make me jealous and jump on every female he sees. He gets along perfectly with my roomie, who happens to be the only person that I can be around right now. We can watch anything from a football game to Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It ain't even about the sex anymore. Like, hell, he keeps me satisfied for WEEKS.
I think he's the stability I really need in my life. That motivation. That drive. He keeps me sane.
But you know what? We're still on that more than friends level. I don't know why we can't take the next step.
I think I'm afraid to fall inlove again and literally lay my heart in a man's hand again.
I'm afraid of being hurt, lied to, I'm just scared to go through that again..
That's all.
<3,
Ju-ju Bean.
Friday, November 21, 2008
I keep runnin back to you..
Posted by ♥ Judy M. ; at 1:33 AM
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4 comments:
lol it kinda sounds like a real life "brown sugar" type deal but as much as your scared to step foot out there again, you never know what you could miss out on ya know? take a chance, if the bond is that strong and if things dont work out, you'll still have a good friend
lol hey, its what im here for babes :-D
but i definitely feel where you're coming from. its rare you find a dude or vice versa that accepts you for YOU and when you do, hey hold on to it for dear life, even if yall keep it on that friendship level, but i mean things do happen and you never know. but it seems like this could be in your favor.
if it feels right to you then id say go for it babe. like you said you cant help for how you feel about him, and he probably feels just the same about you.
and thx for the pic comment lol
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