Hello sweetheart...

Pisces: A friend keeps rubbing their achievements in your face, but you are not going to compare yourself this time. To each his or her own.
-eh. Idk what my horoscope is talkin about. -shrugs.

Okay. Election night. My MySpace blows UP. Talkin 'bout, black president this, he's a 'niglet' that. It`s a shame and it`s hard to believe people are STILL this damn ignorant about this particular subject. It actually hurts to see that. I remember throughout highschool, I was back and forth trying to figure out what I was. I started as the whitest girl you would ever meet. Then I got tired of being that. So I found my [ex]best friend. And I guess I thought I was black. BUTTTT. White girls didn't like me bc I dated black dudes. And Black girls didn't seem to appreciate that either. [ I've always dated black dudes tho, lemme just throw that out there. ] I was exposed to maybe 3 other Filipinos including my sister. And we all had no idea wtf 'Filipino' was. Anyway, I`m rambling. But yeah, it hurts. It's the same white ass bitches that tried to give me the same ass problems for dating black guys. One time I EVER got in trouble, I beat a bitch's face in for calling me a "Nigger-lover" which was SO irrelevant from what we were arguing about in the first place. I don't even remember beating her ass, I just kinda blacked out, all I remember was after being pulled off her, I gave the term "Colored" a new meaning. Anyway. I called my father as soon as I saw Obama won. He was happy he won. So I was happy.

On a lighter note, I got a random ass phone call tonight. It was my Alvin. <3>:O

ONE MORE FUCKING MONTH TILL THIS SEMESTER IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR !

I finally decided what I was going to do! I'm applying for the LPN program. ;] If I get in, it starts in August, lasts 3 semesters and I WILL be done by next August! That meansssssss Judy can work full-time as a NURSE and bring home huge dollarsss [not as big as an RN, but shittt. ill get there.] And when I`m ready to go back to school, I will. ;]

Thas all boos.

<3,
Ju-ju Bean