Priorities !

Pisces: You have finally moved on past something that upset you for a long time. It's a real weight off your shoulders. .
- YES it is. cuz now. Ju-ju doesn`t give a shit anymore.

So.. My ass is supposed to be studying, that's why I'm up at 3:05 in the morning. I procrastinated and chose my social life over my school work this weekend. Oh well. One weekend SHOULDN'T hurt. =/ I came to a realization that my scholarship might not pay for the program, just the classes.. But I was talking to my friend who just graduated from the RN program and she was telling me how this thing called "Florida Works" will pay for your schooling, it helps prevent unemployment in Florida. Or that I can work at Shands UF for 6 months and they'll pay for my school. I have to work 20 hours a week and they pay for 40. If they didn't pay but 9.10 I'd go for it. But right now, I neeeeed my money ! Plus I have 24 more credit hours to go anyway. Right now.. I have most of the classes needed plus MORE. So I SHOULD get into the program without a problem.. If I don't then I'll take a year off.. then do it again.
Things with Alvin are still the same.. He called me when he got to work this morning and let me know he was thinking of me so he decided to call and check up on me. It's the little things that ALWAYS get my attention.. I do have a confession. Aside for Alvin, I have another.. his name's Antonio. Now HIM. Oh My God. You talk about little things? Well. He has my full attention. I usually wake up to one of his texts.. Then he checks on me throughout the day. I'll look at my phone, there's a random, "Hey bae. Just checkin on you." it's sweet. I don't know what I'm gonna do with them.. I think I'm leanin towards Alvin more. WHYYYYYYYYYYY can't I just mold them into one person.. It'll be so much easier.

I really need to get my life in order. I feel so vulnerable right now. I think it's the money problems. I haven't had this sort of problem before.. I just need to work more, when I find more time. Whenever that will be...

That`s all for now.
<3,
Ju-ju Bean.

PS.
Why do you cut me out of your life then still come to check on me through my blog? It makes no sense boo.