Moving on..

So I cried my tears yesterday, but to be honest with you, that's all I'm giving him. I talked to my brother [Ernest's older brother, Eric] yesterday and I told him how I felt. I still haven't heard from Ernest, so I'm not going to worry about it. Just because we broke up doesn't mean I'm going to drop everything and sit here and wait for him. Nope. I love him, but that's not me. All I know is, if Ernest wants me in his life, he has a limited amount of time to call before I start getting up & moving on. If not, hey, I'll be okay. I'm always okay.

Adrian picked the right time to start calling. Lol. I'm not saying I'm gonna jump into Adrian's arms like that, but I'm going to take my time, get over Ernest first, then gradually ease into it. Adrian and I have always had plans for our future and I guess I can go back into working on that.

To distract me from all this, I've also set a goal for myself. :) I'm DETERMINED to lose weight. So starting today, I'm on it. Why today? Bc my fridge is empty anyway so I can go grocery shopping for good stuff. :D Plus, my DVD Hiphop Abs came in the mail today, so Frannie Boo and I are hopping on that! Haha.


♥,
Ju.ju Bean