I've been thinking A LOT lately.. Ernest and I are good terms. We're back together.. So he say.
But I don't know if this love/relationship shit is really for me anymore. It was nice when it was good, but I know it's all downhill from there. I think I need a break. From everything. I'm just SO stressed. Finals are coming up and then with this shit with Ernest.. Ugh. I don't wanna tell him how I feel bc I know he's either going to completely back off or be on top of me 24/7 because he feels like that's gonna make up for it, you know? And I don't want either. I think we just need to get away for a couple of days together. I'll see how committed he wants to be in trying to make this work. If he takes a long enough break from making money, then I'll know he really wants to be in this.
We're supposed to be going to the beach on Saturday. My roomie, Ernest and I. but I don't think I want him to come with us. I just want a long enough break from all this mess. School, work and Ernest. Even my family. I turned my mom down when she said she wanted to come. NO! =/
Anyway. Tis all for now. :]
♥,
Ju.ju bean
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Is it for me?
Posted by ♥ Judy M. ; at 12:13 PM
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7 comments:
just take a break so you can relax and not be so stressed out.
You can't force it. Take a break, hun.
Jaycee
yeah take a bit of a break, u know what they say, sometimes "absence makes the heart grow fonder"
i gotta add u on twitter, look out for [MissPrototype]
k nevermind twitter is being stupid
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think you need to take a break too, think about what is best for you and it'll work out well eventually.
been there, done that...sometimes love & all that comes with it isn't meant for everyone....i've pretty much alreay resigned myself to the fact i may be single forever cuz the pain that comes with love was only bearable for me once...then it came twice & i said fuck it.
but who knows...maybe one day we'll all find what makes us happy..giving up is just another term for quitting...take ur time & maybe the future holds something brighter for the two of you...or maybe for u & someone else...
who knows :)
just remember to put yourself first when it comes to happiness.
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