tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60152963453848948412024-02-21T02:20:55.603-05:00Sh at ter ed pieces.Welcome to my thoughts, my opinions, my life. :)♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.comBlogger162125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-60152194698104768742011-02-18T21:07:00.001-05:002011-02-18T21:07:35.018-05:00Coming around.I've been wanting to come back to Blogger... I've been experimenting with other blog sites.<br /><br />We'll see. :)♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-89971826769673392412009-12-13T21:39:00.004-05:002009-12-13T22:14:58.397-05:00I really need to start updating more often. Blogger used to help my stress level because I expressed my thoughts and feelings on here.<br /><br />Quick update before I start writing and shit : The semester is over. Thank God. I've started working fulltime at ONE job so I dropped the other two I had over the summer. Adrian and I lost touch after we had a fullblown argument around August. He went and found himself a girl. We still talk every now and then but it's definitely not the same. I hate my apartment, Fran and I don't get along like we used to anymore. I'm ready to move out of this one. August needs to hurry up! Ernest and I <span style="font-weight: bold;">did</span> break up around June/July-ish.<br /><br />It was kinda shitty on my part. I think I was just sick of the bullshit he was putting me through, I had nothing left to say to him. After he fucked up that one last time, I couldn't do it anymore. I gave him no reason, I just ended it. It's possibility the worst pain I've ever put someone through, but I just had nothing left.<br /><br />I'm still doing just me, meaning I'm single. I've had ONE guy in my life since Ernest. It's long distance and right now, we're doing the friends thing. The friend zone bullshit. I care for him and there are still feelings present but our relationship has been so rocky, it's ridiculous. With him though, I have that sense of security. He doesn't want to hurt me. He's real. I absolutely adore him. Most of the time, he doesn't even realize it. He brings out the best and worse in me. We'll get our shit together. Right now, all I want for him is to get better. He's been in the hospital for weeks because of kidney problems. He waited until after finals to tell me the kidney he's got left is failing. It was so I wouldn't worry. His intentions were great, but come on now. I worry like a motherfucker anyway. He's always being bothered and he's always not feeling good. It breaks my heart to see the only person I care about going through this. The worst part? I can't be there with him.<br /><br />Anyway..<br />I promise I'll get on more often.<br /><br />I'm still on Tumblr though.<br />=)<br /><br /><a href="http://mochafrap.tumblr.com/">http://mochafrap.tumblr.com</a><br /><br />♥,<br />Ju-ju Bean.♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-32881793547741650212009-09-05T12:19:00.003-04:002009-09-05T12:36:05.653-04:00Commitment.For the longest time I've ran at the thought of commitment. It has been two years since I gave my heart to someone without holding anything back. This past summer I was in the MOST confusing predicament I've ever been in and as much as it hurt me & the people involved, I had to let it go. Lately, I've been wanting & needing, almost desperate, for someone to be there. I was talking to one of my co-workers and being as stubborn as I am, I wasn't trying to listen to anything he was saying. He asked me if I had someone and I told him, "Yes." He told me, I needed to start thinking about settling down because I'm the type of person who needs someone there. I told him I was too young, I have my life ahead of me, blah blah. But he didn't say anything about marriage. He just told me I needed a stable relationship.<br /><br />There's this guy. In a short time, he's managed to put up with the attitude most people don't see until later on. He makes it a point to make me laugh on a regular basis. What started as a hi/hello conversation has turned into feelings developing rapidly. He's real. He lets me know what he wants and how he feels.<br /><br />For the first time in a long time, I know what I want. Yes, it's been confusing, but he gives me this sense of security, that I know he won't hurt me. He's slowly taking hold of my heart and I'm more than willing to hand it over and give it to him.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Sorry for the absence. I've been on Tumblr.<br /></span><br /><a href="http://mochafrap.tumblr.com/">http://mochafrap.tumblr.com</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />♥<br /></span>Ju.ju Bean<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-48483106140383575182009-07-02T01:07:00.002-04:002009-07-02T01:22:26.980-04:00Its been awhile.I have been so extremely busy with work. I finally got started with my 2nd job and it's been going GREAT. =) I got my first check last week and it was oh so nice. I think it's finally taking a toll on my body though, maybe it's because I haven't been able to sleep in. Idk. I've been working straight since Monday though and won't be off again until Monday & Tuesday. I'm being VERY GREEDY bc I don't wanna take Tuesday off. It's like I can't be happy with what I've got now, I gotta have more. There's only so much time in 2 weeks (Pay period) though so I can't work extra at either job.. BUT with all this going on, I still havent started my 3rd job. -_-' Idk how I'm gonna do this. Lol.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://14.media.tumblr.com/reBlIiNQNpeif9erxrgzPTj5o1_400.png" /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh & meet Zeus. ♥<br />I bought him for my Dad. =)<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span>In 27 days, I will be moving into my new townhouse. =D I can't waitttttt!<br />In case you're wondering... My lovelife is still the same. Lls. Not getting into that right now.<br /><br />Anyway.. That's about it.. I'm not gonna get into depth with this post. I will later though, I promise. =)<br /><br />If you're on tumblr, hawler at me : <a href="http://mochafrap.tumblr.com">http://mochafrap.tumblr.com</a><br /><br />♥,<br />Ju.ju Bean.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></div></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-54682214369282450922009-06-20T23:22:00.000-04:002009-06-20T23:23:30.058-04:00♥<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;">"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have."<br /></span></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-10585541545389992322009-06-16T00:56:00.003-04:002009-06-16T01:50:56.581-04:00New Zodiac sign.<div style="text-align: center;">ARIES = APRIL 19 - MAY 13<br />TAURUS = MAY 14 - JUNE 19<br />GEMINI = JUNE 20 - JULY 20<br />CANCER = JULY 21 - AUG 9<br />LEO = AUGUST 10 - SEPTEMBER 15<br />VIRGO = SEPTEMBER 16 - OCTOBER 30<br />LIBRA = OCTOBER 31 - NOVEMBER 22<br />SCORPIO = NOVEMBER 23 - NOVEMBER 29<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*OPHIUCHUS = NOVEMBER 30 - DECEMBER 17</span><br />SAGITTARIUS = DECEMBER 18 - JANUARY 18<br />CAPRICORN = JANUARY 19 - FEBRUARY 15<br />AQUARIUS = FEBRUARY 16 - MARCH 11<br />PISCES = MARCH 12 - APRIL 18<br /><br /><br /><!-- google_ad_section_start --><p> The 13th sign of the zodiac, unlike the other 12 signs is actually associated with a real person. In the 27th Century BCE in Ancient Egypt lived a man known as Imhotep. Imhotep was known as ‘Aesclepius’ by the Ancient Greeks, however the attributes are the same under either name.</p> <p>One of Imhoteps abilities was healing and it is said that it was he who introduced it to mankind. His accomplishments also included a wide knowledge of medicine. The serpent or snake symbol which is still used today to symbolize the medical profession was also used to represent Imhotep. Below is a list of attributes associated with the Serpent Holder, Imhotep i.e Aesclepius. The descriptions below are associated with the 13th sign - Ophiuchus.</p> <ul><li> Many people are envious of this subject as he progresses well throughout life.</li><li>A seeker of wisdom and knowledge</li><li>Many people are jealous of this person</li><li>Tends to go for the more flamboyant in dress sense, favouring bright colours.</li><li>Authority looks upon him well.</li><li>Would make a great architect or builder.</li><li>Number 12 is this persons lucky number.</li><li>This person will have a big family but leave home at an early age.</li></ul>THOUGHTS?<br /><br />*EDIT.<br /><br />Sorry for the hype but after looking it up a little bit more, I found that Ophiuchus is a sidereal sign, it has ALWAYS been a sign but is only considered by sidereal astrologers.<br />Idk. Google it.<br /><br /></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com114tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-38969300135985419832009-06-14T16:13:00.003-04:002009-06-14T16:26:18.560-04:00Good to go.<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><br />Life is sooo good to me right now.<br />=)<br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">For the first time in a LONG time I feel like my life is going right. I <span style="font-weight: bold;">FINALLY </span>got started at my second job and waiting for my third to call me. I worked ALL week and happy about it. My family's doing great. My Dad and I are finally talking again. I said "Fuck you, Pride" one day and dialed his number. So much weight was lifted off my shoulders. My whole love life situation is going great. I decided to finally let the dumb shit go and now I don't give a damn. I'm doing me. I know it's cliche but that's how it is. </span>I'm not letting a man hold me back. So, he's either with it or he's not. Either way, I'm moving forward. I'm too young to be caught up in bullshit like that.<br /><br />Anyway. That's it for now. =)<br /><br />Truly yours,<br />Juju Bean.<br /></div><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-29144155750504824112009-06-08T21:49:00.002-04:002009-06-08T22:00:13.851-04:00Ex diary.My ex hit me up crying with some bad news today. It's a little too personal for me to mention what it is. Whatever we went through, he was always the strong one, I've never heard/seen him cry and it still breaks my heart to hear him go through something like this. He asked me to come up to Atlanta and come get him so he can come home. If I weren't working, I definitely would. He's one of those that no matter what happens, he'll still hold your heart type of ex. I just need him to be safe. =/♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-20258556737499300972009-06-07T21:23:00.000-04:002009-06-07T21:24:17.871-04:00For those born in 1989<p>I found this to be so accurate.<br /></p> <a href="http://www.chinesezodiac.com/snake.php#personality">Personality</a> <p>Occupying the 6th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Snake symbolizes such character traits as intelligence, gracefulness and materialism. When it comes to decision-making, Snakes are extremely analytical and as a result, they don’t jump into situations. They are effective at getting the things they want, even if it means they have to scheme and plot along the way. </p> <p>Snakes are very materialistic creatures, preferring to surround themselves with the finest that life has to offer. This is especially evident in the home, where luxurious furnishings and surroundings help Snakes seek the peace they need in order to thrive. </p> <a href="http://www.chinesezodiac.com/snake.php#health">Health</a> <p>Snakes prefer living a life of calmness, preferring quietness over noise and a manageable workload rather than a schedule that’s overly-booked. Snakes become easily stressed when their lives aren’t peaceful or in order. Too much of this way of life can shorten a snake’s life!</p> <a href="http://www.chinesezodiac.com/snake.php#career">Career</a> <p>Snakes do work very hard, but they have a tendency to be job-hoppers as they become easily bored. Their somewhat laid-back attitude causes them to be mistakenly categorized as slackers, but nothing could be further from the truth! Snakes are very creative and extremely diligent. They’re excellent problem-solvers and thrive under tight deadlines. Good career choices for Snakes include: scientist, analyst, investigator, painter, potter, jeweler, astrologer, magician, dietician, and sociologist. </p> <a href="http://www.chinesezodiac.com/snake.php#relationships">Relationships</a> <p>Snakes are excellent seducers so they never have trouble attracting others. However, they’ll be the ones to decide when a relationship has potential and when it does not. Once they’ve chosen a partner, a Snake’s insecure side will begin to show through. Snakes guards their chosen partners much like a prized possessions, becoming jealous and even obsessive. Snakes prefer to keep their feelings to themselves. It’s important to never betray a Snake’s trust as a betrayed snake will make it a goal to get even some day!</p> <p><br /></p> Earth Snakes – Years 1929 and 1989 <p>Earth Snakes always seem to be calm and content. They’re friendly and approachable and believe that they’ll reap great rewards by working hard and relying on common sense.</p>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-68088667625312329782009-06-03T18:07:00.002-04:002009-06-03T18:13:45.608-04:00HK !<div style="text-align: center;">Everyone knows I'm a Hello Kitty head, hence the tattoo on the lower left leg!<br /><br /><img src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/121/l_4dd43f0d46c9aefae54d7ca585dfc8c6.jpg" /><br /><br />Well. I want these done next time I have time to get pampered. =)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgr15uW_MyjYOQTwG9UBleh3qxuaBSBZMQunAkWyBJNZXTHqOjUkaryo5x1QIZRwpsagfvrak0eHx56hnZIIbwKi81IlnqfYOK-hjD0K6jRlnVMmVNlfPMk3KcImIZ8-CW1k_tAe8U2nXc/s1600-h/diXOCye4Mnf1d93z3A4hC6lMo1_500.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgr15uW_MyjYOQTwG9UBleh3qxuaBSBZMQunAkWyBJNZXTHqOjUkaryo5x1QIZRwpsagfvrak0eHx56hnZIIbwKi81IlnqfYOK-hjD0K6jRlnVMmVNlfPMk3KcImIZ8-CW1k_tAe8U2nXc/s320/diXOCye4Mnf1d93z3A4hC6lMo1_500.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343227839248191874" border="0" /></a><br />I'm a typical Asian girl when it comes to HK. =) So cute!<br /><br /></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-49199505879186690302009-06-02T21:49:00.002-04:002009-06-02T22:55:07.513-04:00My horoscope does it again!<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /><img src="http://i112.photobucket.com/albums/n178/nmi_2006/p5.jpg" /><br /><br />Pisces: Just being crazy about someone isn't enough to make things work. It takes effort from both of you..<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;">My horoscopes have a habit of being right all the time and this time is no different. Two posts ago, I was of course, bitchin about my relationship[s]. But after that day, I thought it over and I'm pretty much leavin it all in his hands right now. At the end of the day, I'm gonna continue doin me, with him or not. It doesn't hurt that I am about to start (HOPEFULLY) working a lot. I know the next week will be a handful. I need to get my money right within the next month or two or I will be living in an empty house. Lol. But my dad and I are pretty much on good terms so maybe he'll drop some money on me. =) I need to go shopping too. Sheesh. I got so much to do before 8/24 [first day of fall semester]. I even considered taking a break, but I'm gonna take the classes towards the LPN program so they'll help me get in. I gotta get my community service hours in too. I need 100 hours before March 1st. Gotta get on my grind. =D<br /><br />Oh I'm trying tumblr btw. I wanna see whats better. Drop yours here if you got one.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a href="http://mochafrap.tumblr.com">http://mochafrap.tumblr.com</a><br /></div></div><br /></div></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-1156424278496061512009-06-01T21:00:00.003-04:002009-06-01T21:55:51.554-04:00Footprints.<div style="text-align: center;"> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><img src="http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb41/kissmet_2007/footprints.jpg" /><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-size: 16pt;">“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some moves our souls to dance.They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">and we are never, ever the same.”</span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;" class="MsoNormal"><br /><br />One of my favorite quotes ever. I've learned to not expect people to stay in my life forever and I'm okay with that. There are a couple who you will grow old with, grow UP with, cry with, whatever, but to expect everyone to do that? I've learned to expect other things from more people. That way, I don't get hurt anymore.<br /></p><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-68906242073451222302009-05-31T15:09:00.007-04:002009-05-31T21:15:44.488-04:00InconsistencyI have a friend that I met on Mother's Day wkend. Since then, he was calling/texting on the DAILY to try and hang. Finally, on Wednesday night, I was like, "Come over and watch the game with me." So we had a great time, great connection, laughed alllll night, I was feelin his personality, his looks, and whatever, and I couldn't wait to hang out again. Well, the next two days, I receive no texts, no phone calls. I was like, wth is going on? Friday night, I finally hear from him and he said he couldnt wait till I came back in town so we can chill again. Wth? I don't hear from you and all of a sudden you wanna chill again? Anyway. I get back to town Saturday night and I hit him up, he knocked on the door and I was a little confused. He shaved all his facial hair off. I usually would've like that, but I liked his facial hair. =( The connection we DID have was not there. I just felt like it was a different guy in there with me. He was talking about different things, the cockiness and the "swag" that was there before, I couldn't find at all. There were some other things that turned me off about him but I won't go into detail.<br /><br />Now, Ernest. I won't even BEGIN to describe his inconsistency. My God, I could go on forever. And Adrian, I never know what the hell he wants. One day he wants 'us', another day, I get the vibe he doesnt. I'm so confused!<br /><br />Is it in men's genes to be so inconsistent like that? They're worse than women.<br /><br />On another note, the Magics killed Cavs last night. Lebron was SO off, what was going on? And then his cry baby ass didn't wanna shake hands after the game?! Seriously? How much bitchassness[/no diddy] can you provide the people that already dislike you? He needs to man up.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 429px; height: 322px;" src="http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs003.snc1/4400_81466877918_503087918_1981799_4394354_n.jpg" /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">EDIT</span>:<br /><br /><img src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z268/babydc_/kristincavallari.png" /><br /><br />For my "The Hills" heads. She's baaaaaaaaccckkk. Kristin Cavallari is back and she's bitchier and hotter than ever. Lauren had a lot of drama come her way but this girl brings that shit to the damn table! I'll miss Lauren but I think Kristin will do a good job as the new IT GIRL of the Hills. =) I'm stoked!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-36022315929944975492009-05-27T00:17:00.003-04:002009-05-27T00:23:05.305-04:00A Twitter StoryFound this at www.pausepolice.com ; lmfao. Its hilarious.<br /><br />By: Darnell Taylor<br /><br />The Twitter epidemic has reached an all new high, even Oprah has jumped on the bandwagon. Recently, Diddy made an appearance on Larry King Live to discuss Twitter. He even went so far as to say that Twitter “calls” him when asked if it was addicting. Apparently, he said he has a “Twitter DNA” which is inspiration. Whatever happened to Diddy’s “I’m hungry, go walk to Brooklyn and get me some cheesecake” DNA? Is he really positive or has twitter taking taken over our favorite Ciroc Star?<br /><br />The room is dark, the moans of two people having sex can be heard. Suddenly the moans stop. Then the lights are turned on. The two individuals are Diddy and Kim Porter.<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Are you serious? Are you really texting during sex?<br /><br />Diddy<br />I’m not texting, I’m spreading positivity through twitter.<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Can you spread positivity when I ‘m not spreading my legs.<br /><br />Kim Porter snatches the phone from Diddy and reads the screen. It reads:<br />iamdiddy: Just started love making, I’M LOCKED IN. LET”S GO!!!<br /><br />Diddy<br />Twit that, twit that.<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />What is wrong with you? Get off of me.<br /><br />Kim Porter rolls out from under Diddy and walks out the room.<br /><br />Diddy<br />Fine, I don’t need you.<br /><br />Diddy picks up his blackberry and begins to twit again: @cassieventura where are you ? I’M IN THE ZONE!!!!<br /><br />Diddy walks into Cassie’s studio session, Cassie’s side is towards the door. Diddy walks towards Cassie to hug and greet her, he’s startled as she turns his direction and he sees her half shaved hair do.<br /><br />Diddy<br />Oh, shit what happened?<br /><br />Cassie<br />What? My hair? You don’t like it?<br /><br />Diddy then pulls out his blackberry and begins twittering. Everyone lets pray for @casssieventura this bitch is crazy. She needs as much prayers as she can get lets support and pray for her people. LETS GO!!<br /><br />Cassie checks her twitter.<br /><br />Cassie<br />Why would you twit that ?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @cassieventura maybe you should get a weave? What you think people? should @cassieventura get a weave?<br /><br />Cassie<br />Why are you twitting, I’m standing directly next to you?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. RT@cheridennis yeah @cassieventura needs to weave it up. The half caesar is not a good look.<br /><br />Cassie checks her twitter<br /><br />Cassie<br />Tell her to put an album out first.<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @cassieventura, @cheridennis put out an album Feb. 08.<br /><br />Cassie<br />Well, tell her go somewhere then.<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. My twitter family is going crazy right now, lets keep the POSITIVITY GOING. RT @dawnrichard tell @cassieventura just shave the whole thing. Half and half isn’t cool. Her head looks bisexual.<br /><br />Cassie<br />Tell Dawn, her boyfriend is bisexual. Go get him some cleanex.<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @que_Day26 @robert_Day26 willie_Day26 @mike_Day26@brian_Day26. NO BITCHASSNESS!!!! especially @que_Day26.<br /><br />Diddy receives a twit. @que_Day26@iamdiddy tear<br /><br />Cassie<br />If he can cry on twitter I can wear my hair however I want.<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @cassieventura no you can’t.<br /><br />Cassie<br />Yes I can and can you please twittering while I’m standing here?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @cassieventura I thought I told you that we won’t stop! I thought I told you that we won’t stop! Twit that Twit that. Who want’s their PTWITTY TV?<br /><br />Cassie<br />Are you serious, PTwitty TV ?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. PTWITTY TV GOING LIVE IN 15 MINS!!! LETS GO !!!! @cassieventura you and the bisexual hair have just been dropped. KEEP THE PRAYERS COMING!!!<br /><br />Cassie<br />Did you just drop me via Twitter?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @harvepierre please come get @cassieventura and remove her from the premises.<br /><br />Harve Pierre walks into the room.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />Diddy what’s up ?<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @harvepierre get her out of here.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />What Diddy says goes. Let’s go Cas.<br /><br />Harve Pierre grabs Cassie by the arm. She’s reluctantly escorted out.<br /><br />Diddy continues twitting. @cassieventura ITS BAD BOY BITCH. I”M LOCKED IN !!!<br /><br />While downstairs after escorting Cassie out, Harve Pierre makes a phone call to Kim Porter.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />Kim<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Hey, what’s up ?<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />Diddy is bugging out.<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Twitter ?<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />How’d you know?<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />He barely talks now, all he does is tweet or twit, whatever you call it.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />I think it’s time to call the pastor in.<br /><br />About three hours have passed, Harve Pierre and Kim Porter enter the studio, which Diddy is in. He just finished an episode of PTwitty TV.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />Diddy, we need to talk to you.<br /><br />Diddy begins to twitter. @harvepierre what’s up? I’M LOCKED IN!!!!<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Bring him in.<br /><br />Pastor Mase enters the studio and for some reason he is wearing the shiny suit from the “Mo Money Mo Problems” video. He walks up to Diddy and places his hand on Diddy’s forehead and begins to preach in his trademark slow sounding voice.<br /><br />Pastor Mase<br />Dear Lord, Please deliver this man from the demons of technology, set him free. We all know the more tweets we come over….the more problems we see.<br /><br />Diddy doesn’t even notice what is happening and begins to twitter. @diddysbabymoms and @harvepierre have brought @pastormase back to Bad Boy. LETS GO !!!<br /><br />Pastor Mase<br />Please Lord don’t let the devil push Mr.Combs, he’s close to the edge.<br /><br />Diddy continues twittering. I know @harvepierre stole my wave grease, how else could his lips be so shiny? Why is @pastormase touching my head? I NEED ENERGY PEOPLE!!!<br /><br />Pastor Mase’s cell phone rings.<br /><br />Jim Jones (via cell phone)<br />Is that you BETHA? IS THAT YOU BETHA?<br /><br />Pastor Mase hangs up the phone.<br /><br />Pastor Mase<br />It was good seeing everybody, but its time to go. The Lord is calling.<br /><br />Pastor Mase leaves the studio, extremely fast, in fear.<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Told you Harve, we should have called Run instead.<br /><br />Diddy receives a twit. @Pausepolice PAUSE!!!! a warrant has been issued for @iamdiddy DEAD OR ALIVE. Referring to one mans lips and your head in the same tweet is punishable by the death penalty.<br /><br />Diddy finally begins to speak again.<br /><br />Diddy<br />Who the fuck are the Pause Police? And why do they think they can Pause me? You can’t pause me. I can’t stop, I won’t stop.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />A pause is when you say something that can be viewed as homosexual.<br /><br />Diddy<br />But Diddy isn’t homosexual. Kim is Diddy homosexual?<br /><br />Kim Porter<br />Not many straight men speak in third person.<br /><br />Diddy<br />Diddy is not homo.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />Do you like fish dicks in your mouth?<br /><br />Diddy<br />No, I don’t like fish dicks in my mouth, I’m not a gay fish.<br /><br />Harve Pierre<br />You saw that shit too? That shit was hilarious.<br /><br />Diddy<br />I got something for the Pause Police. I’m going to fix their ass.<br /><br />Kim Porter & Harve Pierre<br />PAUSE!!!!<br /><br />Diddy<br />Both of you get the fuck out.<br />Next Day Diddy is on Larry King Live.<br /><br />Larry King<br />So how did you come up with the idea, for the Positivity Police?<br /><br />Diddy<br />Well there’s a lot of negativity going on in the twitter and we need some kind of Police. So I’d figured I’d be the first.<br /><br />Larry King<br />Thanks for coming to the show and spreading positivity.<br /><br />Show ends and Diddy checks his twitter via blackberry.Diddy receives a twit.<br /><br />@Pausepolice @iamdiddy your a thief. You and your @positivitypolice . I’m going to get Shyne to fuck your ass up.<br /><br />Diddy sends a Direct Message to the @Pausepolice. It reads one word<br /><br />“PAUSE”<br /><br />THE END♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-14057151389977949062009-05-26T17:22:00.002-04:002009-05-26T17:43:53.322-04:00Oh Spectacular.. lmao lmao.<img style="visibility:hidden;width:0px;height:0px;" border=0 width=0 height=0 src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNDMzNzI5MTcyNTcmcHQ9MTI*MzM3MjkxOTU5MSZwPTE5ODY4MSZkPTF2OW*zem1sMWcmZz*yJnQ9Jm89NTU*ZmI1YWI5MGI5NDg4OWJhNTllM2UzOTZjNjhkODImb2Y9MA==.gif" /><object name="kaltura_player_1243372910" id="kaltura_player_1243372910" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="always" allowNetworking="all" allowFullScreen="true" height="350" width="425" data="http://www.kaltura.com/index.php/kwidget/wid/kz7qidm00g/uiconf_id/66102"><br /> <param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"/><br /> <param name="allowNetworking" value="all"/><br /> <param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><br /> <param name="bgcolor" value="#000000"/><br /> <param name="movie" value="http://www.kaltura.com/index.php/kwidget/wid/kz7qidm00g/uiconf_id/66102"/><br /> <param name="flashVars" value=""/><br /> <param name="wmode" value="opaque"/><br /> <a href="http://corp.kaltura.com">video platform</a><br /> <a href="http://corp.kaltura.com/technology/video_management">video management</a><br /> <a href="http://corp.kaltura.com/solutions/overview">video solutions</a><br /> <a href="http://corp.kaltura.com/technology/video_player">free video player</a><br /></object><br /><br />im deadddd.<br />should you even mention ANY dudes names right before you do this shit?!<br />Lmfao lmao lmao♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-7866453405233011742009-05-25T12:30:00.002-04:002009-05-25T12:33:34.127-04:00Boom Boom POW!<center><object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/JBFGZCTAJIE&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/JBFGZCTAJIE&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="560" height="340"></embed></object></center><br /><br />I actually prefer this to the original by Black Eyed Peas. This white boy is growing on me, nappy headed hos comment and all. I gotta get the damn album.♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-79153213106654894782009-05-22T23:58:00.004-04:002009-05-23T00:26:02.775-04:00Life's good. =)<center><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8TTF3Kvv0bC9mx_5xR8vqaJYCAeZSeWP3AVL8w6QLOtINfqmGF51kDwWSaWT9ctCeN-E5EhkeTcNxnBTXvvMaEQm8duvnvutz5XeqNj-m4vCdRJlLixPhCDp7d9fTYgdp3miJxEwmk18/s1600-h/juju3.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338866202171690530" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 285px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 375px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8TTF3Kvv0bC9mx_5xR8vqaJYCAeZSeWP3AVL8w6QLOtINfqmGF51kDwWSaWT9ctCeN-E5EhkeTcNxnBTXvvMaEQm8duvnvutz5XeqNj-m4vCdRJlLixPhCDp7d9fTYgdp3miJxEwmk18/s400/juju3.png" border="0" /></a><br /><p align="left">My fave pic that was taken last night. I was drunk as hell. Lol. I look like a clueless chick. =T It's now my Twitter pic too. Lol. Anyway, I got drunk with my partner in crime and ended up somehow in the damn closet, having deep ass conversations about how we let drama get in between us for the longest time, got lei'd in wal-mart, went to Krispy Kreme, which is clear across town, almost got pierced but chickened out, and did some other shit. Yeah the hangover was a bitch. Lol<br /></p><a href="http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs089.snc1/4631_1158211520124_1372839749_30418452_4925520_n.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 489px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 318px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs089.snc1/4631_1158211520124_1372839749_30418452_4925520_n.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I love this picture bc it shows EXACTLY how we are. Constantly laughing. I think she fell right here. Thats my ace, my partner in crime, my Twin, my SLink-fuckn-D from way back in the 6th grade. We got some good shots. For the rest of em, check Facebook. =)<br /><br /><div align="left">Anyway. It's the weekend again and we all know what I do on weekends. Work my ass off. I gotta get up at 6:20. Lol. I'll get 6 hrs of sleep. Anyway. Today, I heard from the 2nd job and I have orientation within the next couple of weeks. I have to break it up since I am working at the first one. AND THEN, someone else called me for a home care type of job, I have an interview next Tuesday. =D Yayyyyyyyyy. So HOPEFULLY, I'll have three jobs this summer ! I'm stoked. Stackin my money and I didnt even have to be out in the streets. Not like I ever have before, but you know what I'm saying. =) I spoke to my Dad the other day after 2 months of no communication, nothing too dramatic, just a hi and hello, how are you type thing. Lifted a lot off my shoulders even if it was just small talk though.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">As for my love life, Adrian's there. Nothing else to say. Nobody else worth mentioning. Yep. I moved on from that. =) I think I'll just stick to what Adrian and I do have. It's better off that way anyway. I just don't have the relationship mentality anymore. A man ruined that for me a LONG ASS TIME ago. I'll move on from it one day. =)</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">WEll I'm off to bed.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">♥,</div><div align="left">Ju.ju Bean</div></center>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-37090525646826035442009-05-16T16:49:00.002-04:002009-05-16T17:23:07.728-04:00I don't wanna lose my mind!<strong>LiTERALLY.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />I was sitting at work today, waiting to clock out, to my left was a resident that doesn't remember how to speak English, and was constantly asking me, "Donde eres el nino?". To my right was a black man that insisted on getting up out of his wheelchair every few minutes. In front of me, two ladies laughing and carrying on about their "babies" which happened to be babydolls and one happened to be the "El nino" the one to the left of me was talkin about. The next moment these two were arguing and fussing about their babies.. That all of a sudden were switched out. =T<br /><br />Welcome to the wonderful world of the 3rd floor. The Alzheimer's Unit. The floor nobody wants to work at. The floor where I get pinched, been slapped, swung at, chased down the damn hall, etc., etc. So as I was sitting there, I was thinking, hoping, wishing and praying God will have mercy on me and never EVER let me get to this point. My kids better not EVER put me in a nursing home. Adrian told me he and I are going to share a room at a nursing home. Lol. He's out of his mind. I have these residents, a couple, from Puerto Rico, the woman is constantly talking to me in Spanish. I'm like, "ENGLISH, MAMA ! ENGLISH!" Loll. And once I walk out the room, I turn around and see Papa after me with this stern ass look on his face. I ask him, "Que pasa?" He talkin about, "HER ! She gets on my nerves!" Lollll. I love my residents but I definitely don't ever want to be in their situation.<br /><br />Anyway. Protect those brains kids. =) Keep 'em active. Read, crosswords and even SOME video games will do it. =)<br /><br />♥,<br />Ju.ju Bean♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-49949030408738368162009-05-13T12:26:00.000-04:002009-05-13T12:27:17.025-04:00Crazy ass horoscopes !<span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">Pisces:</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Judy Anne, You may be disappointed when a romantic attraction does not go your way, but it may prove to be a blessing in disguise. You may not get the attention from the one you wanted at first, but that will leave room for someone or something much better to come into your life.</span><br /><br />Ha. Perfect !♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-50939985645891926392009-05-12T10:42:00.003-04:002009-05-12T11:13:47.889-04:00You must not know bout me.After the last straw with Ernest, I decided to just let it go. I promised him I wouldn't ever leave him because of his lifestyle and I'm keeping that promise. We've talked about it over and over and it's the little things he's always forgetting. I'm not hard to please. I don't ask for shit. I don't question you. Nothing. I've never asked him for much. NEVER. When I needed money, I never asked him. When I was sick, HE volunteered to come and take care of me. I never asked him to leave the streets bc I know he wants to chase money. Anyway. Maybe its done forever, maybe just for now, but right now even if Adrian is so far away, I know he's got love for me no matter what. We spent the whole night DYING laughing bc of the piercing I photoshopped on him (Previous post). Ahhh I cant wait till he comes down =) . I already know we gon fight daily. Lol. I told him to come help me clean last night and I'd cook him din din. He told me to come "get him". When I asked him if he was gonna pay for gas he asked me was he gon get some ass. Lmao. Typical man. Can't be happy with just dinner, he wants nookie too. But he know he can get all the cutty he wants. Lmfao.<br /><br />SO. Ernest better recognize. Just because he doesn't see me out doesnt mean I didn't have someone else. Whatever you don't do, someone else will. And even with Adrian so far away, the little things Ernest refused to do, he gladly did.<br /><br />So gentlemen, I'll repeat it again. : <strong>Whatever you don't do, someone else will.</strong> If you're in a relationship, I suggest you hop on that.<br /><br />♥,<br />Ju.ju Bean♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-52910466969226458402009-05-12T02:08:00.005-04:002009-05-12T02:30:34.793-04:00Determined.<div>Okay. Adrian's coming to visit me sometime this summer and when he does, I'm going to convince him to get his bottom lip pierced. I think that shit is just SO sexy. Lmao. I did a little photoshop thing but didn't come out as I wanted to. Lmao. I showed him and he was like, "NO." He's considering it though. </div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334821048544264242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 271px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiD8fopj3pQUahFnxtvBkRCvO66Wf_kkynKGNlk1O87KWPdmXiG_OzOUkEQnEle_K_0SWwLu-lcyGeDu1WJeyQ1ALtdff_0A-5IhcYKYZr4cy4B9VOjkik1P4qiNw9cwzhdOBP7XKFS0nw/s400/ADRIAN22.png" border="0" /><br /><div></div><p>Lolllllllllllllllll. Lmao lmao. I'm like DYING. He's gonna get it though. HE WILL ! </p><br /><p>♥,<br />Ju.ju Bean.</p>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-70553196877611190132009-05-11T00:50:00.003-04:002009-05-11T01:40:02.420-04:00Enough is ENOUGH.I've pretty much had enough of Ernest's bullshit. Saturday I went to a festival 15 mins out of town. I'm walkin around, I'm like, "That looks just like Ernest's car." Smh. It was. He asked me what I was doin there, same thing you was, playa. He claims I didnt tell him my plans. Wth? Boy, please. Anyway. He stayed on that damn phone. What dude you know stay on the phone with an other man for more than 10 minutes? COME ON. I cooked for him and his brother when I got home, we did our little thing in the back room and that phone rang and rang and rang and rang. Of course, I was distracted and wasnt in the mood anymore. So I walked out. I was pissed. He kept askin me what was wrong. I'm done. Maybe I just need a break. Idk. But for now, I'm done.<br /><br />Anywayyyyyyy, I'm glad to say ya girl STILL got it. He tried to tie me down but reality clocked in right before I gave in. I walked around that damn festival like I was in a candy shop. YUMM. I got a couple of numbers and gave mine out once (This was after Ernest pissed me off btw.) He called but I been ignoring it since then. Lol.<br /><br />Ohhh anywayy. My coworker and I are gettin on this workout plan. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. For now anyway. Then every Wednesday, we're taking Salsa classes. =) I'm excited!<br /><br />Thats all folks.<br />♥<br />Ju.ju bean.♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-58180087156230167632009-05-07T13:11:00.007-04:002009-05-07T14:05:21.608-04:00DizZyana.<div align="center"><p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhv41FN6yJ5jliPtWB7Pl2-MsTMp_z-G5m97VzboDO0LOuqYH-GYkmEeF3j-GHgQPNt7R4ctmJ8ewrhE5RmRl5K3KUJ3-BUcNhnwbiLHHCTowE8dFV_1kVKnzxb6ktz4dbrrq8HLTf7hcw/s1600-h/dizzy.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333134972597779362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 347px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 347px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhv41FN6yJ5jliPtWB7Pl2-MsTMp_z-G5m97VzboDO0LOuqYH-GYkmEeF3j-GHgQPNt7R4ctmJ8ewrhE5RmRl5K3KUJ3-BUcNhnwbiLHHCTowE8dFV_1kVKnzxb6ktz4dbrrq8HLTf7hcw/s400/dizzy.png" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd" target="_blank" __removedlink__981510840__href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd</a> <p></p></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;">"It's DizZyana Babyyyyy" <p></span></p></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">I've been asked MANY times to listen to mixtapes and review them. To tell you the truth, if the first 10 seconds don't catch my attention, I close it. But something about this man's voice on the INTRO just <strong>captured</strong> me. Another thing is his confidence is definitely heard through his songs. I don't listen to too many rap shit because most rapper these days are just ringtone rappers, but this mixtape is definitely staying in my iTunes. I'm not just sayin that shit either, I actually listened to the songs twice , some more, before I started this review. <p></p></div><div align="left"></div><div align="center">Faves (I like them all, these are the ones that stand out) :</div><div align="center"><strong>Intro<br />Pussy, Money, Weed</strong></div><div align="center"><strong>Runnin *</strong></div><div align="center"><strong>Plenty Money</strong></div><div align="center"><strong>Rehab</strong></div><div align="center"><strong>Diva </strong>(Maddd catchy)</div><div align="center"><p>I feel like I can relate to <strong>Runnin</strong> a little bit more than the rest. </p></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;"><p>"My biggest fear is being a failure.<br /></span><span style="color:#33ccff;">So any sign of failing and my mind goes rebellious."</span></p></div><div align="center"><p><span style="color:#6600cc;">"No matter what happens, I gotta stay me. Gotta stay humble, gotta stay E. I never understood how people could just change, until I had to do it to remain the same. I used to care what people think until I realized it didn't matter. So,so fuck them, they dont matter. <p></span>Another song, <strong>Diva</strong>, shit is mad catchy. If I quoted it, I'd have to quote the whole song. <p><span style="color:#6600cc;">"So she call me her Papi, she be stuntin like her daddy. <br /></span><span style="color:#6600cc;">That d-o-u-g-i-e and that mula keep her happy." </p></div><div align="center"><p></span>Juju : whats ur government?<br /><strong><u>Dizzy</u></strong> : Eric<br />Juju : hmmm you about what.. 22/23?<br /><strong><u>Dizzy</u></strong> : 22<br />Juju : You rap bc of fame & money? or is it a passion<br /><strong><u>Dizzy</u></strong> : Passion behind it.<br />Juju : Is what you rap about the truth or is it candy coated.<br /><strong><u>Dizzy</u></strong> : All what I rap about is real. I don't like candy coated shit so I stay away from it. <p>So. Ladies and gents. Go download. Its worth it. =) <p><br /><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd" target="_blank" __removedlink__981510840__href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?m1mnojhzohd</a> <p><br /></p></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">♥,</div><div align="left">Ju.ju Bean.</div>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-73673426728237191822009-05-05T10:37:00.004-04:002009-05-05T11:28:40.063-04:00Tug-o-WarI know most of you are confused about my love life bc I keep jumping between two guys. <strong>Adrian & Ernest.</strong> To be completely honest, I'm confused. Shit. Lol.<br /><br />Okay here's the deal.<br /><br />Adrian is basically what I would consider THE ONE for me. Maybe for now, maybe for awhile, maybe forever. We get along SO well, talk about anything, when I talk to him, there are NO weird feelings, I say how and what I feel. He can deal with my mouth & attitude. He has NO kids. He has a future in music. He's hard-working. He's my age. You follow me? The only thing is.. He's in Pittsburgh. I met him through his cousin, my ex. Yes I know. Terrible. But they talked about it, my ex and I still speak to each other and yadda yadda yadda. I mean we have our shit planned out. He's supposed to come down here this summer, we'll see how we get along. Since he got accepted to the music program at his school, I'm supposed to move up there when I finish and we're gonna get two Siberian Huskies named Mya & Jay. Then after awhile, two kids. He wants 4. No thanks.<br /><br /><br /><br />Ernest on the other hand.. is complete opposite of Adrian. I mean, don't get me wrong, he loves and I know that, but he's a dope dealer, and is consistently found by some kind of trouble. Since we've been together, (January), he's been in jail 4 or 5 times, one of those times, he went in on my birthday! He has a son. Puts money before ANYTHING. I see him once in awhile, while I'm used to someone being THERE, I appreciate the space, but come on. Idk. Maybe it's the bad boy in him. He plans on taking me one day and just moving somewhere. =/ He panics when I get sick bc he thinks I'm pregnant. I don't want his child, no matter how much I love him.<br /><br />Idk. I'm TORN. Adrian has been there since around November. He says if we were closer, it would definitely be easier. When I was drunk off my ass, he stayed on the phone, throwing up in his ear and everything, where was Ernest? Gambling. When I was sick, Ernest was outta town, taking care of money. Ugh.<br /><br />Idk. I guess I'll see how Adrian and I are when he comes and visit. Ya know?♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6015296345384894841.post-53529616264590396122009-05-04T19:57:00.004-04:002009-05-04T20:01:00.276-04:00update.<span style="font-family:verdana;">My ass has been SO sick. =( Idk what it is, I'm constantly getting these tension headaches that even Aleve hasn't helped. So much drama has also happened in my life. My dad and I of course haven't gotten along. He took my car Saturday night, Idk how he expected me to get to and from work, but whatever. He returned the keys on Sunday.<br /><br />Ernest and I are doing fine. I still need a job. I had a job interview at Lady Footlocker today, I'm prayingggg I get, but there were a lot of applicants so Idk. =/ I really don't wanna go back to fulltime at this nursing home, but it looks like I just might have to. =(</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;">Sorry for the short post, but my head is hurting. =(</span>♥ Judy M. ;http://www.blogger.com/profile/08844273592611606139noreply@blogger.com4