Sunday, March 22, 2009

Family.

I've never wanted a big family, IDK why, just never wanted one. Never thought of having one.. Till now. I was sitting down with my uncle's fam for dinner. And they are SO adorable. John, the oldest one, he's like my heart, the little brother I never had. I can't believe he's graduating this year. Him and I are just alike personality wise. He gets on my nerves 24/7, but that's my Roc. Along with my little sister & mother. The 2nd one, is James. He's 13. He's going through that mysterious phase right now, that puberty shit. Lol. The 3rd is Jianelli, she turned 12 today. She's like my sister and I combined. Looks just like us. The youngest one is Jessey. Adorable as all outside. So I was sitting beside Jessey and John. Tita [Auntie] keeps passing me more and more food. Lol. And my uncle and auntie are just so sweet to each other. John hates his dad just like I hated mine throughout highschool. I know one day soon, he's going to realize just like I did, that no matter what bullshit your family puts you through, once you're out of there, you'll actually be thankful for having them.

The only person I ever talked to about ever having a family with was Adrian. I talked to him tonight btw. It's not the same anymore and it never will be, maybe one day, but not anytime soon, and surprisingly.. I'm okay with that now. I just don't want to know if he's with another female. I know that's stupid since I have Ernest, but it's his fault anyway. Adrian always tried to convince to have more than two children and I always said no. =/ But I think I might consider that now. :)

Here are pics of my cuzzos.


JOHN.


JAMES. [lol]


JIANELLI.


JESSEY. I love her. She watches Family Guy on the daily. And she's six.


Oh & here's my little sister and I at lunch one day.



♥,
Ju.ju Bean!

4 comments:

Naomie said...

you & jianelli (man i hope i aint butcher her name lol)

cat eyes!!! cute !!!!

--Miami said...

i want me some youngin's one of these years, i used to say before 30 but ionno now

but one day

AUDREY said...

so, first of all your sister looks like your freakin twin!

and i adore your new layout.

and your kid cudi song :)

i'm yet to be convinced on kids. right now, i'm in this phase of life where i'm just like i cannot stand kids. OMFGGG.

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